I watched the 80s TV show Beauty and the Beast last night and cried and cried. I feel so empty, yet I am full of emotion. It seems paradoxical, but maybe I am on the edge of an emotional breakthrough.
I calmed myself by thinking about putting new, lighter gauge strings on my guitar. I have only played maybe for an hour in the last two years. I wasn't spectacular on guitar, but I was good enough and proud of the long-gone callouses on my fingers. Maybe playing again would help with the emotional outbursts. Maybe it'd just be fun again to play.
1 comment:
all birth is messy. I think I must be born everyday because I seem to be on the edge of emotional breakDOWNS every day :P breakthroughs would be a better option ;) I hope you do play guitar again no matter what the reason is xoxo
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